Lost in the past…Lost in memories…Lost in what WAS…
Lost…
I have taken my eyes off of the goal…
I have forgotten the journey that brought me here…
The journey that brought me from the person I once was…
The journey to the person I have worked so hard to be…
The pain…
The pain I felt then….The pain I feel now…The pain caused to others…The pain is the same…
The pain caused by the person I used to be…
There’s a reason I left that person behind…
Weak….Afraid….Broken….
I have failed….ME
Trying to fix everything around me….
I have taken the reigns from Christ….
I cannot look backwards…
The past is gone…all that’s left is now…
I must focus, not on what once was…
I must focus on what is…
Not the then….
But the now….
I cannot retrace my steps…
I must make new ones…
I cannot pick up where the past left off…
The past is broken…
Reconstruction is not possible…
Only new construction is….
It starts now…
It’s a new day…
Time to reflect…
Time to find me again…
The me I have become…
Strong…Courageous…Whole in Him…
The realization…
Remembering where I am….is not where others may be…yet, the respect must be the same…
I am better than I used to be…
I am remembering the journey…
The journey continues…
Mistakes made…
Are lessons learned…
My eyes are back on the goal…
Found….
Found in the now….found in making new memories…found in what IS…
~Bek~
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